Im so excited!  My son and his wife are expecting!

I want to show my boys what grandparents should be.  They never experienced having "Grandparents" .  The only understanding of grand parenting my boys experienced was a check and a birthday card from my dad and even less from Jim's mom.  My dad at least took responsibility for his rejection, Jim's mom some how blames us.   Anyway... I cant wait to be there for my new grandbaby!  YAY!!!  Only, I have to wait 36 more weeks.

 

I live in a world where people love you one day & leave you the next. Maybe that's just the transient world we have become. I've hardly an enemy in my life, though I have normal drama at work, I don't have issues with co - workers and have a great track record with people. There are 2 life long people I struggle to have a consistent loving relationship with; one near and another far. Out of 100's of great relationships, why do these two make me doubt my self and impact the way I value myself? Why do I question whether or not I deserve love and feel as if I'm a bad person? Just curious...

It was a fluke but I took this amazing picture of my lovely husband preaching this morning. I was in the camera room and captured it while the camera director was switching cameras.